26 October 2008

My art

THE WALRUS ONEPhotobucket

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FogPhotobucket

Last Days pt. 1Photobucket


Last Days pt. 2Photobucket

Creative DestructionPhotobucket

Death on Your Windowsill Photobucket



Untitled
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WAR AND PEACE
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MANHATTEN MURDERERPhotobucket

LADY AUDREY IN BLUE Photobucket

Wise EyesPhotobucket


Mr. Lennon Photobucket


The Window of Desperation Photobucket

Thoughts Photobucket

AccidentPhotobucket

Through a False WindowPhotobucket


The King's City
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Untitled Photobucket

Time Travel
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Midnight
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24 October 2008

11:39pm: Unwanted apathy of the Nightshift clerk


How do i even start?
I honestly....don't know.
My eyes burn, for the want of tears....
and i can feel myself slipping...
Do i even dare tell you how i feel about you?
If i do, am i to be shot down?
or do you have the same feelings?
Does it even matter?
it doesn't seem like we have much longer anyway.
You might...
But i'm not so sure about myself.
The silent desperation...
You can see it in her eyes..
the pain, and hurt...and want...the need...
All bottled up inside..hidden from the rest of the world...
She keeps her door shut,
Blinds closed...
She blocks out the rest of the world...
all she wants...is for you to BE HERE NOW.
She wishes she had the heart you have..
You never seem to be....alone.


When you look into her eyes...
really look INTO them...
you see her soul
and you feel yours.
you become aware that things are not as you thought they were.

21 October 2008

Homeless

























If i were homeless.
Completely poor. A tramp. I'd break the law, so i could go to jail, and have shelter, food, and a bed to sleep in. Not to mention showers, and a loo.



17 October 2008

Contemplation

I've been thinking...
about quite a lot of things...
rather...depressing things...

Is this really a reality? I mean, i honestly don't know where the artificial stops and the real starts. It's a bit frightening....not that i'm scared..but just of the fact that because it feels like a movie...i tend to treat it that way.... The drugs, the drinking, staying up all night, sleeping all day, not sleeping for several days...suicide attempts... I can't honestly take things literally if i believe it's only make believe.
I paint, and draw, and play guitar...but most other things i do are destructive..not only to me, but the people and things around me...