Reasons Why I love you

Ben,
You're devotion to your beliefs makes me wish i could have the kind of strength you have. You're the only person in the world that i have pretty much everything in common with and even on my worst days, just getting to talk to you makes me happy.
You have a great sense of style and an amazing taste in music.
I love how you like to joke around, and can make me laugh like no one else.
I love how much you worry about things cause they are important to you, and how smart you are; You're always the best for a good debate.
I love how you make me feel like i've got a reason to wake up in the morning
I love your cleverness and your shy but also outgoing personality.
I love that Having you in my life makes me feel like everything is perfect, even if everything is going wrong.
I love how you You give me something to look forward to everyday...
I love the fact that you're an amazing person and no one else in the world could ever replace you...
I love that you came into my life completely by chance, but i feel like my life would be empty now without you in it...

I know things between us are strange, and different...and our lives always seem to be trying to get us down... But if there's one thing I want out of life, its you...
Im sorry things aren't better...I'd make everything perfect for you if i could..
I only want what's best for you...and perhaps you don't think its me...If it will make you happy, i'll get out of your life...And you can find your own path.. I dont want to hold you back anymore...I love you too much to know i may be keeping you from being happy...