What is everyone's problem?

Today is thursday.
It's thanksgiving.
I don't have anything i am thankful for.
I thought i did.
But, i was wrong.
I thought i could be thankful to have you in my life...
but you hurt me.
And i thought i could be thankful to be alive..
But i'm not much enjoying life.
I thought i could be thankful for being able to play guitar, but my fingers hurt, and i can't even get one song out without fucking up.
I thought i could be thankful for being pretty. But i'm ugly.
I thought i could be thankful for being loved. But i'm not.
I thought i could be thankful for being smart. But i can't stop making stupid decisions.
I thought i could be thankful for where i live. But i hate it here with every ounce of my being.
I thought i could be thankful for the people around me. But they couldn't care less about me.
I thought this season was supposed to be a happy time. But i can't stop being sad.
I thought everything was going to be ok. I guess i was wrong.

Jamie T.

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